FORTITUDE

 

FORTITUDE

Gloomy, saddened by one’s actions, irritated…… the level of one’s acceptance is broken. Get rid of it. Break all the ties and move on….. Wise decision……..

The mind is free, ready to accept the new changes in life, working on new plans, new environment, new challenges……… Get, Set, Go…….

Wait……. a call from the past!! You can’t leave, you have to bear all that comes your way here and here itself. The air is filled with dissatisfaction. Anger, restlessness, rudeness has taken a place in one’s attitude. An aura of disagreement is built up. Nobody is welcome to be your friend neither the one who tries to convince you nor the one who tries to show the present situation. No suggestions, no advices are wanted.

I know better, I am fancied, I am the only eligible candidate, I……I……. I………. I………… and only I who is the most important here.

A grantedness has entered and that has pervaded a pride which makes you lonely in the crowd.

You were special but now you are made to feel special. There’s a difference.

You are not able to be yourself. You are looking at yourself from someone else’s perspective. The aura that you have made around yourself is not letting any well-wisher intervene in your life. For you, no one's effort matters , no one's work is worth analysing or appreciating. 

A lonesome person, in a place not of your choice, distant from all happiness and pleasure, a dissatisfied soul, looking for success which is far… far….. far…. away. All the regards that one had for you, is lost with time.

It could have been prevented if you could have stood firm with your decision or stayed grounded.

“Respect others , others will respect you.”

Chaitali